Oh it’s too hot here. The trees outside are quite invisible due to blow of heat. I can’t tolerate this type of warm weather.
“Hey turn on the fan”- someone inside me told me.
Was it a request or order I asked to my inner soul. “It’s your urge to live or struggle in this difficult situation.”
“live and struggle? You can't use these two synonymously“
“Yes I can, in this timeline I can ”- my inner soul replied. I was shocked- “what the hell are u talking?”
“Ha ha ha”- my inner soul replied.
“What the fuck is this ha ha ha ? Are u dumb or what?”- I became a balloon of anger.
“Nothing I just simply told u that if want to live, u have to struggle each and every moment. I think you are a bit weak in biology. Don’t u have any idea about that concept- survival of fittest?” what a reply.
Finally I managed to look at the switch board just right behind me. Oh again a shock- power cut.
“Ok leave this damn power cut”. I started conversation again. I told my inner soul-“ You know one thing, it’s all about money. If you have money, you have everything.”
“Ok”- he replied.
I was satisfied. “Ha now tell me what’s your point?”- I asked. It was the proper time to finish it up.
“How to earn that amount of money? For that you have to struggle right?”- he replied with a smile in his face.
He was sharp, intelligent and curious. “it’s not an easy game”- I murmured.
His point was valid and strong moreover I was not prepared for this type of reply. I had nothing to say. I replied calmly-“Yeah may be but I have to struggle once in this case.”
I was feeling low- this was not a strong point but I had to say something.
“Ok then think about the standard factor.”- he replied. His voice was cold and dominating. I was scared and pointless.
“What standard factor?”- I asked.
“Don’t make me fool, you know everything just answer me.”- This time the voice was rude.
“Believe me I don’t have any Idea about this damn standard factor”- my voice was polite.
“Ok do u have any idea about the hierarchy of our society?” he asked.
“Yeah, why?”- I was curious.
“That’s my point in that case you have to fight with those people who are in your level or higher. Better say you have to fight with those who have equal amount of money or higher”- he explained.
What could I say after this?
“Hey stop this nonsense or this dumb struggle”- I replied. This was a clear reflection of my anger.
“Ok no problem”- again a calm reply.
“What do you want from me?”- I asked. I couldn’t resist myself.
“I am trying to show you the situation of this world, struggle is mandatory in each and every moment, your journey is not that much easy.”
“Oh no not again” I was impatient.
“don’t be, look now you are struggling with yourself”
“I need to finish it up; I can’t tolerate this anymore no I can’t.” I murmured again.
“What you gonna do?” this time he was scared.
“I’m going to kill you.” I gave a cold reply.
“Ha it’s not an easy task, I’m inside you” -he was relaxed.
I was searching for something, I didn’t have to listen to him, I was searching for rope to hang myself.
“Hey don’t do this, this is the violation of rule, are you crazy or what?”
“Just shut up.”
I did it. Now I’m free. Now I’m in heaven. I had to clear just a 20 mins interview to get a sit in heaven. Really struggle is everywhere.
